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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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Okay, I hate Slash, but for some reason I want you to design him, what do you think?
Me: Can we have One Eye back? Erins: We have One Eye at home. The One Eye at home:
#my art#cheez design#slash#slash dotc#rogue#slash's group#dawn of the clans#// for a dotc mf i dont remember anything about this bitch other than he was boring + made me uncomfy & he fucking died#// boring villain. just one eye's worst qualities rehashed + amplified and without any mystery or distinction#// exists to try and make clear sky not look like satan but nothing can stop that for me#// sorry slash enjoyers- can you tell i'm annoyed they gave one eye the boot so early lol#// edit: realized that bones already made the caption joke but I mean speaks miles about how yawn this villain is
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Today has been pretty rough for me. Luckily these little guys choose the perfect day to arrive <3

I love them. They are so cute I love them so much. These are from @tubbytarchia's shop... im actually so happy about them being here. Today has been really rough but I'm feeling better now :)
Also AAAAGGHHH *explodes*

It was so cute I had to put it on my collection of various types of insanity board. The little guys <3<3<3<3<3
#The keychains are going on my bag :D and I'm going to put the stickers on my archery bow case#Not today though. I want to look at them a little longer#And little standee Jim is going to go on my little shelf!!!!! I'm going to reorganize and find a perfect spot for him#Maybe next to my grian head... who knows#And yes the magnetic board is covered with old scraps of paper and poetry magnets. Half of the drawings were taken off of#Assignments students at the summer camp I worked at turned in. The writing you see in the top left corner is actually#The entirety of Eggman's announced written from memory. That was made a year ago. I wrote it in class while I was bored#And the writing in blue ink is a fake receipt. I wrote it as world building/inspo for a unrequited wlw love story I was working on.#Sadly didn't finish it but good memories!!!#notjimmy#modfinny#I'm so scared to tag them lol#Posting this here because it's. Like it's Jimmy. But also slightly personal hence why no proper tags except for my own tagging system
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veryyyyyy old sketch of Enoch
#this was when I was still designing him#I think I like how he is here better than how he is actually#I'm just#I didn't really want to admit it to myself but I'm really dissatisfied with how he is now#I feel like his characterization is lacking and I hadn't planned enough for the ask blog#it's chill and I like it but I don't LOVE it y'know?#Idk#I feel like I overworked him and made him boring#I think he's fine#but I'm not really content with fine#I haven't picked up the ask blog in so long too#sorry this just became a whole rant#I have trouble making characters I like#my art#jeez#sorry Charlie I know you like the little guy lol
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I'm having the time of my life with this stupid fucking app SNDJAINAJSJAJANSJDBKSNAS
(For context, I [As Torbek] made a post about Agdon... The NPC replied, and then, yeah---[?)
#Gir Says#The app is named “Status”#It's basically your AI Roleplay apo but as if it were Twitter lmao#Ngl I was hesitant at first about it#but even if its all full of bugs and shit IT HELLA FUNNY AJSBJDKA#the character can get a bit (A LOT) OOC at times but... When you guide em they're ok lol#I could post more of these if I search through the bullshit I already made#it's so fucking funny(??#Once Upon a Witchlight#Legends of Avantris#OUAW#LoA#OUAW Torbek#LMAO#I'm basically singlehandedly RP the whole fucking campaign trough Torbek's POV because I was so bored and didn't knew what to do lol
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They weren’t kidding when they said they like holding hands
Except they never specified whose hands
#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#'Big fan of holding hands me'#lol#shitposting#I'm bored#can you see that#I also made this post so that#if that scene is in s2#I will make it count to my bingo entry 'they like holding hands'#technically hand holding is involved soooo#bingo omens#spoilers#spoiler#gos2#gos2 spoilers#good omens 2 spoilers#good omens spoilers#gos2spoilers#babbelbabbles
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o yeah btw i liked these guys from the latest crk update..... detective gays.... macaroni and cheese....🤭





#i finished the story it was fun#whyd i have to get invested in the cookie npc yaoi... need them to kiss#i thought cheddars design was kinda boring (esp after the golden cheese update where every design slapped... hes also cheese...)#and he looked rly similar to almond so i think they couldve made him look more diff#but i still liked them LOL... esp macaroni cookie he's sooo cute#tsk macaroni cookie does everything... hes even an attack dog... what do u do cheddar cookie?#ur lucky to have such a cute smart and useful hoobae...😙#i saw some cute fanart of them on twit so i'm happy :)#joking i dont think cheddar is completely useless but it makes me laugh bc he has the#'my job here is done ;)' 'but u didnt do anything' *dramatic exit* vibe#at the v least he's good bc he has faith in his partner...😙#if they arent already dating theyre def gonna start dating... doesnt take a detective to figure that out...#like stop playfully bantering in front of me🙄#oh btw i liked their kr voices so much#cheddar's voice was... insanely good how could they just use this voice on an npc#like his voice makes up for any complaints i had on his design#and macaroni sounds cute... i looked it up and apparently its jeong ui-taek?? who also voiced archbishop cream and 1 of captain caviars crew#voicing a bunch of cute npcs but no playable cookie yet...#im curious how they sound in other lang tbh...
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update from my mxtx renaissance is that I somehow never read the Shang Qinghua extra from SVSSS and i just finished it and

#it just balled up a fist and punched me DIRECTLY in the stomach as a author/porn author/with issues with sexuality/#having suffered years and years of depression so intense it was just background noise/was Not A Nice Person partly because of that/#self rejection issues/unhappy family background that made you into a rage ball with a peacemaking fawn response/#you view your main redeeming trait being a damage sponge because at least then you're useful lol/#these are all issues i have gotten way better about sdlijfi dw just.#Why Is Shang Qinghua Me. I'm Me etc#i should have known that the vague boring impression i'd gotten from fandom (and his and MBJ's usual designs i... do Not like)#would not be true to canon#but i was not prepared to go from 'oh i remember his character being fun and Mobei-jun was... fine like there's not much of him'#to 'this is one of my top favorite mxtx pairings and the last ending that made me happy-tearful like this was frickin. Bridge of Birds'#scum villain
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The Nopony
(I made the eye wrong on the upper right aaaghhhhh)
#PONIFIED ROB ATTACK!!!!!!!!!#the amazing world of gumball#tawog rob#mlp#my little pony#character desing#my art#OoOok so#As I said in other posts before I had this crossover in my mind for a looong time#I already had somethings in mind like Rob being an earth pony (since he's “boring”)#Gumball would also be an earth pony qnd he would complain not being an unicorn or a pegasus because they have magic and can fly#BUT THIS IS ABOUT ROB DON'T GET DISTRACTED YUR#*ahem* so back on earth#I was struggling I tiny bit (a lot) with his head in different angles (that's something every Rob has in every Au. His head is complicated)#I was having a hard time too deciding how I wanted the static to look like#I wanted to make it the way I draw static normally (black lines that change depending on the emotional state of Rob)#but it looked off compared to the rest of the drawing#I also thought of a png but I wanted to suffer a little bit so I made it myself#For once I went with harsh shadows with very strong colors (like shadowing with red for yellow or fuccia for red)#and I really really really like it :3 i'm so proud of myself!!#i'm still unsure about the lore but I tgink it would be just Tawog but every character is a pony or a species from Mlp#like for example Penny being a Changeling and discover her true form thanks to Gumball#amd because she's a Changeling some things would change compared to the original series so it matches up with this universe#but i'm talking too much now lol#I may or not also make pre-void Rob#ixbsosbdiwbfisbabdbjd
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Thinking about Margrace as Joshua's name post-Phoenix Gate.
Mar-grace.
In FFXVI the Undying choose their own names (Cyril explains this in-game), and many of them have names drawn from Final Fantasy XII, including their leader 'Margrace' himself, from Al-Cid Margrace. The page for Al-Cid notes that Margrace is likely an alternate form of the title 'margrave', an old title for military commanders on the border.
That aside. This is the name chosen (by the boy himself?) for the boy who should have rightfully been known henceforth as 'Your Grace', 'His Grace'.
Grace (style of address), from the Oxford English Dictionary:
With a possessive adjective: a title of respect, esp. for a person of royal or noble rank. Frequently (in 'your Grace') as a form of address. Now archaic or historical. Formerly (in England until the reign of Henry VIII and in Scotland until 1707) used for a monarch or prince; now replaced by Majesty or Highness. Even so, "Majesty" for the sovereign of England was not used exclusively; it arbitrarily alternated with both "Highness" and "Grace", even in official documents, until "Majesty" finally became the official style to the exclusion of others (source).
Grace (other meanings):
1. Divine favour, benevolence, or providence bringing about worldly benefit or advantage. 2. A person's lot, destiny, or fate; luck, fortune. 3. The quality of being pleasing; attractiveness, charm; esp. (in later use) refined elegance of manner, expression, form, or movement, esp. regarded as natural or effortless; gracefulness.
Whatever the etymology of margrave, the name Margrace in-game is probably meant to call to mind the meaning of 'mar' as in damaged, spoiled, ruined. All the grace that ever belonged to his family, his home, his birthright—marred, of course.
Mar+Grace, the last heir of the oldest unbroken ruling dynasty in the Twins at the time of the opening events of the game**.
The living ghost, carrying the desecrated corpse of his legacy in his new name. Introducing himself by his humiliation: "Hello, I am Margrace", "Hello, I am the ruined dignity of my house." "Call me Margrace", "Call me the wreckage of one fallen from divine favour." "My name is Margrace", "My name is blemished fortunes and diminished nobility".
It's appropriately brutal and dramatic for such a character, especially since the game is frustratingly silent on how Joshua personally feels about the loss of his duchy which is a rant for next time.
**Footnotes:
In the Year 860 (Prologue year/Phoenix Gate), Rosaria is about 260 years old (est. Y600). Older, if you count from the time of the Rose Alliance (est. Y550). The Rosfields have been on the Rosarian throne since the inception of the duchy in Y600, and prior to that House Rosfield was already known to be the chief of/the preeminent house of the Seven High Houses that united to found the duchy. House Rosfield has held ruling power for 260-310 years at a minimum.
For reference, England's longest-reigning dynasty was the Plantagenets, who held on for 300+ years. Rosfields aren't doing half bad!
Veldemarke would have been older had it not been overthrown by Barnabas; therefore Waloed is the youngest nation state at the time of the prologue (only 17 years old). Also we do not know much about the governance of Veldemarke, although as a 'kingdom' it was likely some type of monarchy.
Sanbreque was formed 100 years after Rosaria, and at any rate is not actually a hereditary monarchy. The Holy Emperor is voted into office by his fellow Cardinals, likely the five who form the Council of Elders. We are also explicitly told that Sylvestre 'won his throne' in 865; there is no indication either way that his predecessor emperor was a Lesage. The wording suggests the throne is not Sylvestre's by lineage or birthright. How this is supposed to relate to the concept of Sanbreque having a 'crown prince' (Dion) is unclear and contradictory, since an emperor by election should probably not have the authority to unilaterally decide on the succession of the throne, and his issue—legitimate or no—should not automatically be in the line of succession.
Dhalmekia is a republic with elected officials.
The Iron Kingdom apparently has a royal family, but nothing else is known apart from it being impotent and sidelined by their state religion.
The Northern Tribes likely do have hereditary rule, and Jill is referred to as a princess, but once again little is known.
Ergo—and I am ceaseless in this propaganda—Clive and Joshua are really, properly posh! Absolutely baffling that Anabella would allow anyone to put down the pedigree of her sons when they are so blue-blooded precisely because she is! For someone with such entrenched ideas of blood purity she should not stand for it, no matter how she feels about her eldest.
#sure i'll accept the game just gave josh this name because al-cid was from rozarria#but i like it to have additional meaning because it gives joshua depth#every time you say his name you call him a failure and a stain on his family's proud history!#how long is it until he can accept being called by his proper title#how long before it means something beyond a painful mockery or a reminder of weakness#i rather vehemently thought ffxv could have done more to showcase noctis' feelings as a king in exile#but ffxvi somehow manages to do bugger all for joshua#sorry xv i was too harsh on you#please stop creating royalty if there is no interest in exploring how that character relates to sovereignty and leadership#don't say oh but xvi did explore that with clive because yes i know they did but consider this clive is not rosaria's sovereign#ffx had no sovereigns in the main party and every relationship was solidly crafted#it's such a frustrating business because we literally know how so many other side characters feel about their kingship#yes you barnabas you made benna and sleipnir do all the talking at the consult where you were bored out of your mind lol#yes you elwin ready to send your 10-year-old into war for your people#yes you sylvestre you don't give a shit about the replaceable riffraff#we even know how martha and l'ubor feel about leading their little towns ffs#but we have only the tightly clenched fists and the cold shaking hands of a boy who died at ten#okay okay okay okay i'm not salty#ffxvi#final fantasy xvi#joshua rosfield
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Interest poll:
If I made some kind of discord for people on here, would anyone be interested in using it?
Was thinking that a group chat would be really fun, since quick communication is a lot easier than having to make a whole post every time you wanna talk. Apparently tumblr had group chats at one point, but took it away for... some? reason? So this seems like the next best option, if there's any interest :>
#the idea spawned because I wanted to share my screen while drawing like I do for one irl friend on that platform#at first I thought “oh I can use twitch”#but then I realized I do not have the social capacity to be the center of a conversation long enough to do that#not the same when you're the only one w a mic#so then magma was the solution to that#but if there's a discord then it doesn't really have to be a whole event#i could just share my screen and if anyone happens to be bored and with free time they could watch#and the idea spiraled from there#of course I'm scared of the whole death-of-a-friend group legend that discord is known for#but i don't think that'd actually happen with this group of people lol#still; if there's interest then one will be made and if not then i'll keep oversharing on my rb blog lmao#....#...i will probably keep doing that regardless actually :p
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REPLAYING YTTD.(GOT TO BEGGINNING OF CH2) SOME HIGHLIGHTS
nyan; "crap who's keiji again??" me: "pedophi-" nyan: "OHHH THE EGG HEAD BOY." nyan: "hah, like she'd just be staring at her own hands in fear like "what am I..??" like that, heh." (talking about when I mentioned Miley wasn't really human) me: "..... oughhhh you just fucking predicted a scene BY ACCIDENT. YOU PREDICTED IT FOR WORD." nyan: "I ACTUALLY PREDICTED SOMETHING!!!???" (during the last meal thing, playing around with voices) Nyan: (as Miley): "now, there will be holes in the game," me: "man imagine you just hear a voice from another room going, (keiji voice): "man fuck yeah, glory holes in the main game!!"." Nyan: "help- and uh- like that scene in TADC ep 4, the thing like "do you have a smile on your face!!🤩" "no" "well why not...😐", and mileys like-" me: "oh yeah yeah yeah- (keiji voice): "man fuck yeah, i'd sure love a glory hole here.." nyan: (Miley voice): "because you!!!!!- what the fuck you freak." me: (attempting to do the part where q-taro is like- throwing himself on top of Miley or something): "A- wait hold on a sec- COUGH A̷̤͋̈̏Ả̵̮A̷-HJAHJAHAHHHRJHEJHEJH" nyan: "WHAT WAS tHAT!!????" me: "HE'S AN AMERICAN, IDIOT, HE'S EMBRACING THE BALD EAGLE INSIDE OF HIM.. NOW. Ȧ̶̧̛̙̫̲̖̂͊̚A̶̦̻̖̮͈͑̌̑͠Ȧ̵̡̖̭͑̀̅̈́A̴͙̘͋À̵̛̙͔̥̰̦͌̔A̸̢̧͉̼̳͊͝͝A̷̡͓͔͔̐̏Ä̴̠͉͎͚́A̷͙̦̿̊͗̓̈́Ä̴̧́̍A̷̰̎͠A̷̬̜̞̥̦͋̃̄͋̀Ĕ̶̯͖̳͎͊̓̈E̷̢̜͓͂̈́̊͝Ẽ̸̗̣̋̈ͅE̷̢͎̥̳͌͒Ẻ̵̲̕E̵̞̤̊͊U̸̺̬͎̟͒̀̽̓Ỉ̸̧̠̭̺̱͒̃Ȋ̸̧̫̖̄͗I̴͉̱̤͐̀͝I̷͔̯̦̱̔̽I̸̠͍͘Ì̷̯̯I̴̠͗͋̕I̴̩͈̔͐͆Ą̴͙̖̲́̿A̵̞͉̋͌͛͜͝Ä̶̭́͝A̸̳͔̳̟̋̀͂̈́��Ă̶̧̻̤̫̎̍̚ " Me (as Sara): "what were the noises you heard??" me again (as Alice): "uh- ouhhhhh, sounded like an American guy and a pedophile going like uh.. (out of character) hold on I got it- IT'S NOT FUCKING LOADIN-" *at least thirty of the golf clap soundboard playing at the same time* nyan: "HELP."
*entering the ruined corridor for the first time ingame and seeing q-taro* nyan: "oh it's q-" me: "GOD DAMMNNNNNNN WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS MAN DOING DOUBLE. CHEEKED. UP. ON A THURSDAY AFTERNOONNNNN." nyan (Miley voice): "I thought it was Friday..." me: "help, keiji behind him be like-" *golf clap soundboard again* me: "ok yeah I get why people ship q-taro and kai now... yeah it's actually pretty cool now that I see these... I mean, I still kinda ship keitaro though." Nyan: "red and yellow..." me: "yeah y'know what they're some sort of polycule now. cant decide who to ship? make it a polycule. they all kinda share the two same colors too. kai and q-taro got red, keiji and q-taro got yellow... OH MY FUCKIG GOD IT'S MCDONALDS." nyan: "the McDonald's polycule....." *ai Mishima comes* Me: *sounds that don't sound like a human could even make them(excitement)* nyan: "THEY FUCKING TURNED HIM INTO CHAT GPT!!!!?" me: "it's all fun n games till the bot starts getting freaky...."
i really hope at least SOMEONE thought this one was funny
#yttd#yttd spoilers#voice acting#your turn to die#it was actually so silly I loved it#also I see now why people ship q-kai#keitaro#i think that's the ship name#ruh roh#oh.#q taro burgerberg#miley yttd#kazumi mishima#kai satou#alice yabusame#gonbee yamada#hehehe.... I'm felling silly and adding every. single. person. mentioned. in here#sara chidouin#mai tsurugi#for the slight mention in the prediction he made..#sorry it's just late at night and I'm bored#keiji shinogi#HELP I NEVER ADDED HIM#help lol
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still on semi-hiatus but doing some warm ups bc wtf even is my art process i don't remember
#january is always a dead month for me#and i've been in a weird headspace#that makes me not want to be online#or like present in general#but at least i'm finished with all my dental stuff for now#it wasn't as bad as i feared thankfully#my savings are depleted nevertheless lol#anyways#on the night before new years eve#i made a brilliant decision to play mouthwashing#and it's been all i was thinking about for the next 2 weeks lol#what an experience#was thinking about streaming it#but i kinda lost my courage for that idea#abandoned my 2.5 dav playthrough bc i got super bored of it#got back to ff14 x)#with big plans to slowly grind ew fates#i need so much gemstones omg#and i want to finish my crafters and get back to making furniture#so i can update my ishgardian apartment#anyways [2]#that's all i have for now#thanks for stopping by <3
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Just popping in to ask how we're all feeling about this grim reaper rewards thing:
#I'm genuinely curious#I actually made a sim just to reap the rewards *pun intended*#so far I find the event goals kinda repetitive and boring#but I do love all the new items we get#so I have mixed feelings for sure#ts4#simblr#sims 4 grim reaper#poll#sims poll#ts4 poll#my sim is named Jim Creeper btw and he lives in Forgotten Hollow#I thought it was an appropriate world for summoning the grim reaper lol#ramblings
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just passing by to tell yall i'm taking a cinema elective class and i'd love to dissect all of beyond evil's camera angles and shots. my brain flashed BE scenes the entire time my professor was explaining the powerpoint i'm not even joking
the way we were introduced to the characters? those very first scenes? i love how juwon's first and last shots are close ups in a full circle way, but they're entirely different from one another. when we meet him he looks like a git in a bright blue sports car, and when we say goodbye he's smiling softly, almost tearing up, showcasing his character development in his appearance with his hair and clothes
also i think the night they found bang juseon's body is an amazing way to introduce dongsik, with the camera chasing him all shaky in the middle of the night and all, cause that's how the last 20 years have been for him 😀👍
i am, still, going insane over this show
#it may be tricky to make full on analysis posts applying what i learn on classes because it's all in spanish lol#but my obsessive scene analyzer self was made for this class#the introductory unit is kinda boring because history isn't particularly interesting or boring to me#so i don't mind it but i'd rather start on other topics#but yes uni's going well and i'm currently in exams week#so bye lol i've procrastinated too much#beyond evil#be#rant#han juwon#lee dongsik
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watching rory's joy at the beginning of her internship at the stanford eagle gazette and later when she worms her way back in during season 6 (which like hey whatever happened to that lol) is why i simply cannot accept a universe where she doesn't have a career in journalism
#gilmore girls#like she does not have to be a foreign correspondent but i want her in that realm#idk how people think like 'oh she's writing a book about her life this is great' in the revival like. i just think it was a boring choice#i do like the idea of her working with jess on it but. ultimately if they made another season#and she didn't return to journalism that would be a huge bummer#and them making her so like irresponsible and whatever like not preparing for an interview#AS IF lol rory obsessively researched mitchum huntzberger#she was angry when richard set up a yale interview without warning her bc she wasn't prepared#like. if there's one thing rory is gonna do it's PLAN for things#like i'm okay with storylines where she goes adrift sometimes bc i think it's understandable#but ayitl went way too far in that regard#and most regards lol
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